Things I learned in Session One

Beloved!

After that last post telling of my failure and discouragement, I thought I would like to write something on a more positive note.

Here are some things I learned in Session One.

1. I learned that I really need the support of others who are going through the same struggles I am in order to successfully change my lifestyle.

2.I learned that I need to keep reminding myself that this is a
journey not a destination. There are no failures in life, just
stumbling blocks which give me the opportunity to learn more about
myself so that I can continue to allow God to mold me into the person He want me to be. It is so much easier for me to enjoy the journey when I remember this.

3. I learned that I could find hope that one day with God's help I will be able to put this behind me and move on to more important things in life.

4. I learned that God's Word is so powerful to help me day to day to walk in obedience.

5. I learned that I love you all so much, and I am so blessed to have you in my life!

If you feel so inclined, please write and tell us what Session One meant to you. It would mean so much to all of us!

I love you all, Mary/Mom/Grandma/Aunt

"Let's Get Started"

Hi there everyone!

I don't know about you, but for me, this three weeks went by like a flash!
In fact I can hardly believe it is July 9th already!

Confession time for me! I have not done well since we concluded our last S.T.E.P.S. session and took this three week break! As you will see by the first chart when it goes out, I have gained weight, and I am embarrassed and ashamed!

One thing I realized even more fully is that I need the accountability that this program gives me. I really need you guys!!

I could go on and on about how many graduations, bbq's, church functions, etc. that I have been to in the past three weeks, and all the parties and family get-togethers I have had at my house, and that is all true. But the fact of the matter is that I have to come to the place where it doesn't matter where I am or how many parties or functions I go to, I am obedient to what I know I need to be doing.

I feel like screaming HELP!!!! I HAVE FALLEN AND I CAN'T GET UP!!!!

I actually thought of not doing this program anymore, because I feel like such a failure. I feel like I have failed you guys, myself, but most of all my Lord, whose I am, and whom I serve! If any of you have a word of encouragement for me, I could sure use it right now.

I am so sorry that I have to start this session like this, but this is how it is.

Obviously, I don't have anything very spiritual to say to you all right now. With God's help, I will overcome, and I will have a better report next week.

Your friend and struggling leader, Mary/Mom/Grandma/Aunt